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Who am I to tell him to slow down and take it easy, when I myself don't even live by this rational thought? He really did scare me, waking up with a throat like sand paper and eyes watering. I didn't want him to perform last night, but he did and I watched from backstage.
I don't regret coming here, and staying on tour with them to be closer to him. He proposed just a short time ago, and me, who always believed marriage was a joke--said yes because I can't imagine life without him. Well. I can, but it would be a void, filled with nothing but anger and loneliness again.
For all of this, I'm a hypocrite, but life is nothing without change and beginning to understand all you refused to accept at one point. I could never picture myself married because the right person seemed to be blended in among all of the transparent people walking around.
It's really fucking early, and I am now going back to bed. It's warm here, and he's still sleeping.
I don't regret coming here, and staying on tour with them to be closer to him. He proposed just a short time ago, and me, who always believed marriage was a joke--said yes because I can't imagine life without him. Well. I can, but it would be a void, filled with nothing but anger and loneliness again.
For all of this, I'm a hypocrite, but life is nothing without change and beginning to understand all you refused to accept at one point. I could never picture myself married because the right person seemed to be blended in among all of the transparent people walking around.
It's really fucking early, and I am now going back to bed. It's warm here, and he's still sleeping.
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